tmr going job-hunting with hazzry yay! Really hoping i'd get one this time coz I need da money.
ok i really want to spend time with all my friends, i miss them :( i always go out with hazzry, when will everyone else have time for me?!?!!!!!! hahahaha despo. buat mcm nk mintak orng kesiankan padahal i never even took the effort to ask them out first either hehe. ok i shall, soon. i really miss them. i want school :(
On christmas, went for lucretia's party ^^ hazzry met me at my bus stop and teman me to her house. Such a sweet boy. there, we had tonnes of yummy food, we played card games (I won hehe), had christmas carolling, ate again, walked arnd her condo, exchanged presents and went home :) Have to admit going home alone was scary shit cause it was around midnight and I'm a really paranoid person and i'm such a scaredy-cat. And though it was my abg's bday, we didn't celebrate it cause he was out. He's 19 now ^^
cat obsession time.




my adik asked, whats the point of blogging when no one reads my blog? and this got me angry. cant i blog for myself, must it be for someone else? for someone to read? i blog cause it makes me happy. it doesnt bother me if no one reads it. i dont blog to seek attention. i dont go around asking people to read it or even expect anyone to do so. in fact, all the better that no one reads this shit. no one to judge me for what i think and what i say. its like i'm talking to myself whenever i blog.
and i'm perfectly fine with that.
